Sunday, December 20, 2009

i am scared of the dark

and i have a fear of the unknown, plus my bro works the night shift sometimes.. so there's no one in the room next to mine, only 2 others (my parents) in the room next to the room next to mine.

but i survived 3 months without doo, and when i am alone in the above mentioned situation.

how exactly did i do it?

i'd say the words "doo loves me" before i go to bed, with my head tucked into the pillow and practically sinking into it and of course i made sure i was in a position that would allow me to comfortably fall asleep asap. and if that wasn't enough i'd tell myself "and i love doo". but then, i wanted the last words in my head to be "doo loves me" before i went to bed, so if i did say the 2nd line, the 3rd would follow.

and that's how i 'tucked' myself into bed, and to sleep, when i am alone and afraid in the dark.
bee at 8:22 PM