Wednesday, April 30, 2008

title? what title!? the content is enough~

it is confirmed.. i will be going back to school in june.. and while i'm feeling insecure about making new friends (yes i am that anti-social) because everyone's from the same cohort and they already know each other (oh bother), i am not looking forward to the english writing classes as well (because of what these classes entail: 4-hour lectures which require me to write endlessly) and i certainly do not believe how these lessons, which are all cramped into a month, can help to improve my standard of english. perhaps i will be enlightened. and well, i'm the sort who strongly believes that having friends, and good friends will help tide me through those boohoo blahblah time-to-doze-but-i-can't situations.

i was also told that the trip to boston may be shortened for this 2nd batch of students. the first batch of students, are going for 5 weeks and that duration will be assessed to see if it really is suitable and necessary for the 2nd batch. boohoo. the up side is i'll get to be in boston for an extra week if it is 5 weeks long, but the downside is i'll miss home for an extra week :(

ahh i guess i should just cross the bridge when i get to it and i should stop thinking about all of these insecurities that i have. insecurities will come wherever i go, and having an extra opportunity to battle these simply means more practice!

well anyway, i am 3 weeks away from meeting up with my friends and i can hardly wait. there's just so much of catching up (and shopping) to do!!

btw i can't help but mention this: i'm rather upset that my supposed 9th and 10th car bags in a gorgeous crumpled pink and green are out of stock :( i am SO SO SO disappointed. T_T!~ why does this have to serve as a reminder that i can't always get what i want?
bee at 10:09 PM