Thursday, November 22, 2007

mad about...

1. cinch belts
2. stockings

for now.

i bought this trapeze-cut gold dress with a knotted back.. and it gets too short when i cinch it up with a belt. as such, i now need stockings, for the first time in my life. i'm just worried that i'll be slipping in my own shoes when i wear them.

and oooh.. happy, happie, happiness blows me over when i think of the coming cruise trip in march~ the fact that we're going to sail balcony class cabin during the 3n trip to Penang/Phuket blows me over. what we now need to decide is what to wear for the Gala dinner as well as which ground tours to opt for when we reach the stopovers! argh. what i'm not looking forward to however is the 10 weeks that i have to slog out before i get to go for that trip.

the thought of purchasing an LV miroir alma has crossed my mind, but i'm not sure if i'll regret the purchase after that. because it'll probably just sit together with all the 8 car bags that i have after some time.. especially when new collections come up. what i love about it though, is its enchanting reflective surface that's ooh so shiny at the same time.

ahh i need more of these thoughts to take my mind off the stress i stress myself up with. its the holidays, but i'm still worrying and thinking more than ever. i've been given the option to take up a certificate but i said i didn't want to because i was considering a degree. then they said that the cert is going to be a requirement at work soon.. so now what's clearer than before is that its either i stay or i go forever. and if i do go, what should i do? do i try for that 4-year long course at NTU which provides an honours (Class Unguaranteed of course) which i feel i don't need? this is terrible, terrible, terrible! i don't even know if i should even think about the 2-year course anymore.. something which is about a field i most probably would not venture into after i graduate. this entire paragraph has been holling in my mind the entire afternoon since i got off work, and now, the entire night.

so tomorrow i'll go do what i wanted to do the entire week and make myself happy. grab a dior lipgloss.. do my fugly toenails.. buy a simple patrizia pepe inspired dress and hopefully get more sleep. then i can start planning to see the derm AGAIN and look forward to meeting the girls, jiahui, rebecca and ailay next week.

i went back to work 3 days this week, and spent my wednesday sorting out the huge parcel of TONS of clothes i received and trying them out one by one to decide what i want to keep and what i don't wish to keep~ the first week of the hols is almost gone.. and its seriously not even within the blink of an eye!
bee at 10:22 PM