Saturday, September 15, 2007

my weak, week update.

sometimes i really feel as though i want to be a quitter.

its amazing how parents could stress me up more than kids do. =/ and also how two-faced some people could be. and one of the hardest things to do is to boost my own confidence when trainee is my invisible middle name for now (of all things, this has to hit me after being with the co. for more than half a year).

but somehow or rather God chooses to end this week on a happpy note~ and so i can face the coming week again. 9 more "TGIF!"s to go.

a part of me wishes to move on and step out to something else that's more fun, but i don't have any answers in my head to tell me what exactly fun is apart from lazing around (the only people who wouldn't love this particular pastime are workaholics). yet the other part of me makes me hold on to what i'm doing and whatt i already have.

oh and i actually met a secondary school schoolmate of mine at work. she's a bandmate who's a year younger than me~ and i never figured that out until she asked if i was from crescent haha~ thankfully i could at least remember which instrument she played :X! she brings her super-cute niece down for lessons~ and OMG, even french-plaits her hair for her wonderfully. my colleagues have been bugging me to tie up my hair in any proper way but the only way i want to do it is to french-plait it, which one of my colleagues can do very well (like without having to look at a mirror at all?) and i can't - not even with a comb. haha

and i'm finally getting down to transferring stuff from my old hp to my new one (after a whole week :X). its taking ages and a whole load of battery to do that LOL. a new phone means new MP3s, new pictures to be taken and wheee~!
bee at 12:04 PM