Thursday, July 26, 2007

tomorrow will always be a better day.

i kinda miss being at simei with my friends-colleagues - the buncha peeps who are aged 22 to 24 who talk about more stuff than just the hilarious happenings with the kids we teach, and of course, having school friends that go through the daily chores like going to school with you - people who would actually talk to me between the period of 9am to 5pm about shopping, life with a boyfriend and i suppose, more shopping and hey, these are things that i actually ENJOY. X_X. oh and one more thing they do that i have to give them credit for: Listen to my complaints and share theirs with me at the same time~ haha :X

but the more i feel as if i lack this kind of company now, the more i cherish it. honestly, absence seriously makes the heart grow fonder, really.

my only strength now away from work comes from peeps like my closest of close friends, doodoo, my family and my piano teacher.

i wouldn't ever think of crying to anyone else, if i ever did cry.

but then again i always find that there's always a good and bad side to everything. some of the experiences that are so difficult and hard to go through - well they toughen us up and make us who we are.. they develop us from the shallow people we once were into well, deeper thinkers.

i figured life is too short for regrets (if there was ever any consideration for having any at all) and i just wish i could see ah doo now so that i would feel less busy and yet less alone.

a sudden thought that came into mind: i have less than a year left to decide what i really ought to study for the sake of a having a bachelor's degree. (oh no?). this is an issue which i have been putting off for quite a while, being the procrastinator that i obviously still am.

and argh worrying about the arrival of online shipments is driving me up the wall. =/

its funny to see how one worry just simply leads to another doens't it? somehow my blog has become a Wall of Complaints kinda thing. its as if i've selfishly kept all my happy adventures and secrets to myself. :X because i find that i'm usually too engaged in them to share or write about them, and i'm not giving enough credit to the people who actually make these abby's-over-the-moon happenings happen. ahh i feel so sorry now.

plus i'm craving for sleep. having a body clock that automatically awakens at 645am is no joking matter. nite.
bee at 9:53 PM