Wednesday, April 18, 2007

i never know if i'm ever going to regret this.

where else can i go to get a degree within 2 years? (with holidays i believe? and a summer immersion programme).

but its too risky to take it up~ =/ and its equally risky not to. i'm afraid i won't be able to withdraw if my chance comes, and yet at the same time i'm so afraid the chance won't.

i'll just have to wait, hope and watch to see what happens.

meanwhile, i guess i'll still stuff myself with sinful, indulgent shopping - i bought 6 pairs of jelly shoes in different colours...

hmm. i sometimes i ask myself what exactly is moving on to me? (apart from being stuck with shopping). sometimes i want to move on to something different, cos i believe some changes can actually be rather refreshing in some sense or other. but at other times, i wonder if what i'm letting go of would come back to haunt me later. once again, i find that i have to brace myself for whatever is or is not going to happen..
bee at 6:45 PM