Friday, December 22, 2006

snow queen

been watching snow queen with english subs at first, then no subs at all, then chinese subs, and back to no subs at all. o.o the storyline was that interesting and saddening for me to want to watch it without subs :X but of course i scrolled past parts with too much of dialogue and too little action. hehe. i'm kinda glad that the show's still airing in korea - which means i still get to see hyun bin in a couple more episodes!! whee :D aniwae, snow queen is really quite different from my lovely samsoon. its hardly funny. in fact, the storyline is so upsetting that i've already teared twice :X.

also, the lead actress is this really rich girl - daughter of the president of a department store. and her dressing seriously lives up to the character that she plays. she wears fur-collared coats which i didn't use to fancy and fur shawls pretty often, and all those things that they can wear in winter that we can never don. it just makes them look so smart - whether rich, average or poor. and i can now understand why the rich love fur. because it simply makes them look rich. LOL! i really really wish that s'pore has the four seasons.. i wanna put on those kinda stuff too :X cos u can wear casual stuff on the inside but u'll still look smart on the outside. sounds like a facade :X lol.

in snow queen, hyun bin plays a poor boxer, who's unshaven and all (he no longer has that clean look like in my lovely samsoon) but its a good change.. it seems that he's always been playing rich roles. and moiyoi just updated me with good news~! :) at b2 there's a shop that sells facial stuff and hyun bin is the spokesperson for the brand and that his face is plastered over the entire shop!! i am going to take a look at that today with jiahui :D cos we're going to vivo! so *excited*!~!~

i've been pondering a lot lately, which resulted in me thinking that the rationale for single women who idolize stars like nobody's business and chase them like nobody's business is that since they are unable to find a bf or they have someone in mind but he's already taken (or more preoccupied with other stuff), they might as well like someone who's better looking and better in every other way since they won't be able to get both kinds of guys anyway. (the real, everyday ones that live in S'pore and those who are on-screen and live elsewhere, like Korea :D). as for married women who already have a husband and are aged 40 and above, i haven't figured out why they would still idolize the stars like they're still 14.

and i'm quite sure that i'm officially crazy about hyun bin. i take my "hidden-laughter" with me even when i'm out with friends. When i went out with Ailay on Wed, i smiled for no reason and then laughed at myself. -.- i must've puzzled her for at least a second or two, or long enough for her to laugh with me as well :X

aniwae, i so wanna learn how to knit. how to really bake a cake. and how to dance. i noticed that these are things that i can do even when i turn 60. lol :X hmm. the thought of wanting to learn these things has been penetrating my mind more often lately. but more importantly, i wanna learn how to love. (how to appreciate my loved ones better).

i feel that i'm growing old way too quickly and that it is always easier to pick up new stuff when you're younger. its as if our sponge (brain) gets filled up with too many trashy things such that there's no longer enough space to absorb the more useful things. but actually, perhaps its just that more and more of our "windows of opportunity" are closing down on us as we grow older and our brain cells are just withering away. ah well.

its another good-to-sleep, rainy day. i need to get some shuteye.~ toodles!
bee at 6:17 AM