Friday, December 15, 2006

holidays are here!

i haven't been able to update my blog for two reasons:
1. my computer is famous for being a big fat NUT.
2. i've been too busy with projects, losing sleep, and trying to catch up on sleep.

but YAY! the holidays are here :D:D:D:D:D i can officially scream and shout and sleep without having to worry about waking up before the alarm clock rings (i hate the sound of it and so that gets me up but i try to wake up to switch it off before it even starts ringing). i can now wake up in peace, although still very early at a kookookookoo time of 8am, but without any worries! (unless i had a nightmare the night before that i remember vividly the next morning).

lastly, after all that chionging and skipping lessons, IEP is done! (the implementation part only). :D i heard that its worth only 1.5 credits X_X whereas the other subjects are worth 3 or 4. the thing i remember best about IEP is that it felt like we were filming "kids say the darnest things". they're just so funny and cute and outspoken.

anyway, over the past few weeks that i haven't been updating, i've learnt a lot, or rather been reminded of a lot of the kinds of people that live around us. i understand that it cannot be helped. but aiya, they irked me enough to deserve a mention. women are such grudge-bearing people, even if only for an entire day. it is kinda sad, but nvm. whenever there's bad, there's always good.

1. people change!
2. no man is an island, yet we behave as if we're BIG, FAT islands that can stand on their own.
3. there are peeps who are thoroughly, completely, wholely selfish.
4. cunning, scheming and sly people, like foxes perhaps, do exist.
5. there are always people who are in the same boat as you are. *consolation*
6. look not at one's past, but at one's potential.

despite doing so many projects and rushing for them in hope of perking up my memory, it is so poor T_T i thought that i was supposed to meet mel last sunday, and smsed her to say that i'm SO SORRY i completely forgot and so i proposed another date. CRAP! mel kindly replied saying that we're supposed to meet this Sunday, and not last sunday, and so i haven't missed it. i am behaving as if a brick hit my head -.-

ah. i got to talk more about the chionging now that i'm in the mood for it. we stayed over at sher's place a second time. got played out and cheated by one of the group members, but we can always leave that for another one of those "angry" times. anyway, by the time we got things done it was like.. 4:30am? i was half-dead. after 2am i just had to keep my eyes closed. not forgetting to say i spent almost the entire time lying down on a bolster that was on top of a pillow to prop my head up. it was kinda rude, but sitting up and leaning against the cupboard made my lower back hurt. my guess was that i wasn't sitting properly, so lying down on what i was sitting on before only made the most sense out of my situation :) it was so frustrating though, they kept thinking i was sleeping when i WASN'T (thanks to cheryl who sabo-ed me by shouting "ABBY IS SLEEPING!!!", shereen pulled the pillow and bolster away from my head SUDDENLY (obviously before i had time to react) and my head plonked down on the mattress. thank God it wasn't the floor or i would've screamed the entire house down. it was frustratingly irritating as it was done more than once - also because i wasn't sleeping at all. soon after that they realised it was due to the small opening of my eyes that caused it to look like i was sleeping. i was thinking to myself "hello people, i was made to have small eyes. before you even do anything, please ensure that you are looking at me from the right angle, to see that i am actually freaking awake, because i can't enlarge the opening of my eyes as much as i wish i really could". i COULDN'T even look at my TOES! when i looked down at my toes they said i was sleeping and the whole motion was rewinded and replayed.

funny things happen at stayovers. things that after a while u can actually look back and laugh and roll your eyes a dozen times at the stupidity of yourself and of everyone else. haha they always say birds of a feather flock together. how true!

i was also being labelled as being LAZY for not preferring the brown skin of the bread to the whitish part -.- because its stiff & hard & rough, and also for preferring soft, tender meat to tough, breast meat parts. i still don't see what's wrong with that. don't lots of people prefer soft and tender meat? and i'm not a bready person. so i think that its already a good thing that i don't mind eating the whitish part :D

ok, i'm feeling lazy to think of what to add on to this post. LOL. so tata~ and happy holidays~!~!~!~! tis the season to be jolly... falalalalalalalala~
bee at 7:58 AM