Wednesday, August 16, 2006

fibberish feverish.

had a fever last saturday after we went shopping, and i couldn't start working on my final assignment. i panicked like god knows what... and i was afraid at the same time that i had contracted dengue. its no joke. i had all the symptoms except rashes, which may or may not develop.

thankfully its gone now. i still needed lots of rest on sunday, but i forced myself to work through the assignment and slept at 3am+++. nobody could beat jane. she slept at 5am.

and now.. while i am feeling better already, i realised i am making people feel better too. so if you wanna join their club, just msn me a question: "so how's the studying coming along?". you will always get the same old answer. "hmm? haven't started at all, i'm so doomed. so dead".

that's precisely what makes them feel better. humans are just selfish. their happiness is based on the sorrows and suffering of the less fortunate. they are always comparing themselves with others so they can feel good. that is what i choose to believe. aren't we sadistic to some extent? why else would we feel happy and excited and adrenaline-rushed/pumped (whatever) when we watch big burly men take each other down in wrestling?

but i cannot blame them. because i am a procrastinator. and i'm just lazy. :( its just my nature!!! x_X

anyway, i showed doodoo the latest spring/summer 2007 papillio series. i LOVE this piece called Art Flowers Green. LOOK AT THE PINK BUCKLE!!! its a fusion of pink, green and white. and he says its a weird colour combo. but i think.. it looks like the perfect garden. he then commented that the green is too light to resemble grass -.-

and also, i want to paint my nails. been wanting to go for a pedi for weeks now.. and i'm finally getting down to doing it on Friday (i hope). i want Rainbow colours. a different colour for every nail. summer, matte colours. shereen thinks is crazy and weird.. but i think its worth a try.

i saw a lady on the street today and i kept STARING at her nails for all the wrong reasons.. why? because its rainbow coloured. its funny. its something i'm not used to. and its a French manicure.. so yeah, its weird cos the top part of her nails are white while the rest are just very coloured. but if you focus on the main part of the nail (not the tip), and you focus on what makes them pretty and NOT gaudy, - the summery, matte colours, you might really see a beautiful rainbow on a hot summer day. of course, u've got to imagine that the whole nail is one colour - just like i did. and so, i really want to try it out. its just so colourful i can't help but find the idea cute. if it really turns out ugly, then it shall just be...

a once in a lifetime thing.
bee at 8:10 PM