Friday, August 12, 2005

what i want for my birthday = my duty to find out?

Lost Good Things by "god-knows-who" from the Initial D soundtrack
(i'm in love with this song - love the tune but some of the lines are missing cos i couldn't figure 'em out. it sounds so sad doesn't it? reminds me of the tearful Jay Chou scene in Initial D - hmm maybe that's why i like it?)
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pull off the blindfold
r u just too cold?
u got me on the edge of extremes
and i can't believe it
i don't know what to think

i felt good times come
i thought they'd stay
things are done baby come what may
angels came but they left today
and i let you slip away

listen now
burnt and empty
still this can't be
believe it or not
not that happy
hotel or motel its hot in hell
free from myself
but now i'm left with no home

i want u to know
i never would have figured out that you played me out
we could've been forever
now its bringing me down
the high now the low
up and down we go
put myself too close
got burnt like toast
feel like i'm sinking in the dead sea
don't even care this space inside is so empty

its like its over before it begun
this song is over now so is someone
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please stop asking me abt what i want for my BDAY. i seriously mean it when i say "don't buy anything". if its the thought that really counts, then why do u pple keep asking me what i want for my birthday since ONLY THE THOUGHTS COUNT?

and another thing is. if u can't accept what's on the wishlist then don't. because i never expected anyone to.

since friday the 5th of aug till wed the 10th of aug, i only had 3 hours of sleep each day for 3 days during that entire period. i have absolutely n0 time to shop at all, so i don't know what i want. but what i definitely don't need are:

1. skinny and small stuff (photo frames included under the skinny category. REMEMBER BEE'S GOLDEN RULE OF THE GREEDY PAWS: its the big, fat, squishy and cuddly things that help to make me smile for obvious stress-free reasons)
2. perfume
3. fake eyelashes or superglue aka cosmetics stuff
4. clothes (because u obviously don't know my size better than i do).
5. accessories like earrings/necklaces unless otherwise stated on the wishlist

what i do need are:
1. birkenstock voucher (but shereen says we can't buy 'em off the counter - its NOT because they don't give discounts but they just don't allow my friends to pay $20 CASH for a $20 voucher and besides she claims its only $20 -.- but its still $_$ right?)
2. Haru Scene @ Far East Plaza SOFT rebonding voucher
3. birkenstock english garden sandals (the ones with the pink buckles and i don't want the Madrid cutting please)(i was told to save up for 'em instead - thanks a bunch).
4. Singapore Duck Tours voucher for a couple (do note its not one of my first 3 choices but nevertheless its here because i can't think of much else).
5. Abercrombie Sierra Floral Mini in Pink, or Abercrombie Caitlin oxford Mini in White. BOTH with ribbon belts and rhinestone pins pretty please :) this is almost impossible to find now in my size (plus the fact that abercrombie's not a local brand :(), and if anyone ever did, it'll be a steal to grab it at any price below SGD$75.

'nuff said. the reason why people have almost-impossible-to-get-things-unless-you're-superbly-rich things on their wishlist ie because, they would have bought it themselves if it was obtainable (no level of difficulty or rarity or skills involved) / affordable (we don't like holey wallets :)). i am TURNING 18 THIS YEAR (2005) BTW. and this is about the only time i'd spell out my actual age for all to see :) MUAHAHAHA.

i am in an extremely trashy mood NOW so that's all i have in mind.

because.. WHY ON EARTH AM I FORCED (REPEATEDLY) TO THINK ABOUT WHAT I WANT FOR MY BIRTHDAY?!?!?!?! SINCE WHEN DID IT BECOME MY "DUTY?!?!?!".

i consider it to be pretty good considering the no. of pimples i have on my face = frustration PLUS lack of sleep = so am i tired or frustrated?!?!?! with a financial management test worth 40% of my overall grade on my birthday and a piano exam on the 25th of aug - which is "tomorrow" of my birthday, !(@$(@!$*@!$(@!???

BAH.
bee at 12:34 PM