Thursday, August 04, 2005

i want to have grey fingernails like DUMBO!

i want to have grey fingernails like DUMBO!i want to have grey fingernails like DUMBO!i want to have grey fingernails like DUMBO!i want to have grey fingernails like DUMBO! :)

UNLESS. i engage the help of xiaxue to adobe-photoshop dumbo's toenails to pink! :)

which reminds me of the fab time i spent at Celebrity Nails @ Park Mall =) although Celeb Nail's price is $5 more than Voxy's (yes i sound like a cheapo - which i am actually one at times), it was comparable to voxy's! :)

firstly, the paint they used consists of a very good mixture of whatever's contained in it. i dunno how to explain this. but it is almost like Voxy's nail colours - the sheen, the texture, the thickness and all :)

then, comes the SKILLS of the mani/pedicurist. :) she rawks man. okay i'm using the word 'she' cos shereen and i forgot to ask for her name? anyway, her painting skills are good!! as in.. REALLY GOOD! haha. she seriously makes your nails look perfect!

which is why, other than Voxy, i have found ANOTHER favourite place to do my nails!! :) BTW. i must mention at Voxy's Mysterious Blue colour rawks too!! :D

i love the scrub too :) it exfoliated all my dead skin on my feet and for ONCE, my feet look fair-er again! :) please don't ask me why my feet are exceptionally vulnerable to the sun. if you ask me - my feet will be the FIRST part of my entire anatomy to get sunburnt. maybe cos they're always neglected - i don't seem to remember putting any sunblock on them :) they ALWAYS become scorching red so easily :(

i don't do manicures btw. i've only done that once in my entire life cos the paint got scratched off so easily (Wasted my $20 manicure at voxy). we use our hands to work, to blablabla, to do everything - that's why! manicures don't last on me.

ooh. and i went to city harvest last Sunday. before i forget, many thanks to shin - she's SOOOO nice!!! she gave me her minty cropped top!

abt city harvest, i told Jane and gang that they must've said Amen 10000 times and hallelujah (is this how u spell it?) 5000 times. it is one church that has out-of-this-earth brainwashing skills i think. dun ask me why cos i can't tell u what is so powerful about this.

but. i am still bee. i'm still a non-christian. but it doesn't always mean that non-christians don't believe in christ. we're just. free-thinkers okay? so stop hitting on us like we've never heard the word "God". *this does not refer to anything that happened at city harvest so don't get me wrong - i must admit that this happens at ALMOST every other church who's trying to spread the word of God though*

it was appalling to see tons of thousands of ppl speaking in "Tongues" (is this how u spell it too? haha i'm ignorant - is that a bliss?). and also, the pastor from NZ's blowing wind into the face thing onto people who wanted to become a christian. they actually FELL BACK! cel says its because the "power" is too strong. (ok i'm ignorant again!).

another falling-back thing that happened there was when they called for people who had been having nightmares/sleepless nights or anything night-marish at night for that matter. the pastor from NZ believes that there are evil spirits in their bodies that cause them to feel that way.. then the entire thing began. it was a drama-mama thing that sent people falling back again. he seemed to push "air" UP from the person's tummy area using the upward motion of an open palm and then used his hand to CHOP! in a downward direction. -thinks of karate chop-. i'm not making fun of these things that i saw but.. i feel like a baby who has just seen things that she has never seen before.

anyway, i now know and understand why mel never fails to kill her blogs after some time. her blog addy changes ooh-so-often and i can't even rem'ber how many she's had before since i got to know her in sec 3. well i'm not sure if i'm suffering from the same thing as she is - i've got nth to write anymore!! and i feel like killing my innocent blog!!

blogs are nasty thingS! like i said before, they take away my emails to mel & friends because i assume and think that they already know what's going on in my life because i take it as "I bet they've read my blog already".

they're nasty things because people bitch about others in them.

they're nasty things cos fugly people now use their blogs to gain fame through all sorts of ways! (flashing of nude pics which they claim is ART!?!?!?)

they're nasty things because i am convinced that they are nasty things.

why can't the good ol' blog just be a good ol' blog?

because it is a WEB journal - not a personal diary.

and everyone in the entire World Wide Web can view it. so people start wanting a blog to be their career (its true! SHE - singapore's best female blogger who loves being on the news and then comments about how fat she looks in the news article, WANTS her blog to be her career!). xiaxue has indeed proven to us that an innocent blog with quirky thoughts and writing skills is something that you could use to bring fame to your name without having to do anything but constantly updating ur blog for a year. BUT. sad to say, it is such a pity that others who are unworthy of all that fame OR even infame have manipulated the above statement by using an un-innocent blog with the lack of great writing skills and lack of funny thoughts.

to lots of people out there:
a blog is NO longer just a diary!! its now something they want others to see (and that is no way in which known as a "personal journal/diary")! so obviously, these people who want to be what others want to see may just be ACTING behind that screen in thought and all and you wouldn't even know it! and yet you just simply believe it!. just look at what technology has done to the world.

true, communication's sped up be more than a hundred thousand times but i haven't touched on the issue of efficiency and customer service (this includes customer service hotlines and their efficiency - everything is now "Please Check Our Website") and i HATE IT when i call singnet with a problem with my internet connection or call Acer/IBM or any other computer company because my computer (and hard drive included) has CRASHED. WHY? cos they just tell me "please visit our website". if i can't even switch on my computer, how do i visit your freakin' website that may or may not even be user-friendly?!?!?!?!?!?!

okay back to my point. the world is in denial. they bitch abt someone on their blog and then they start to defend themselves by saying "i am not jealous". or.. "i am just someone who knows what the truth is and i am just stating facts" and "i'm not arrowing any accusations at her whatsoever".

i think that... sometimes it pays to be unnoticed, unfamous. so you don't KNOW about all that bitching that's going on behind you and at the same time, you probably would never find out about how much people hate or despise you.

after all, it is nothing but an act. an act of denial. an act of trying to be who you are not. FAKIES. SUPERFICIALITY. it has ENGULFED everyone!

so what is your purpose of having a blog? to scream it all out or to have a go at fame by using blogspot has a host & publisher of your Naked Artwork?

and why do i still blog?

beats me. some things are purely senseless.

but one thing i know - i am not a fan of personality piracy (for example, fakies who want to become famous singapore-callgirls modelled after xxx).
bee at 11:29 PM