Wednesday, June 01, 2005

thank you

to everyone out there who gives a shit about this..

i just wanna thank you right down from the bottom of my heart.

to the folks like shin, mel, fattysam, thom, etc.

thanks for everything - your support, your care & concern, your TLC.

and to shereen, jane & cheryl!!! :D thanks for hearing me out every single day.

emails and short tag-notes may not convey everything you wanna say, and your feelings, but the fact that u guys have taken the time to drop a lil something off to me really touches me - that there's someone out there who has given the things i said on my blog a thought, msn chats, and a poem and an email etc.

it makes me realise one does not need 2000 hits a day on ur blog, or 3000 fans who donate $ to you so u can buy a new digital camera like xiaxue. what matters more to me is that the friends that i personally KNOW of love me.

it is just trly unfortunate on my part to have someone that i wanna be with who doesn't love me. i will wait for my storm to blow over so i can be with the warm sunshine and pretty rainbows again.

if i had a choice, i wouldn't have posted such depressing stuff for all to see. but things in RL have affected me so much - i can't bring myself to fake-ly write something else that i cannot relate to at this point in time.

to all who are still wondering, him and bee are now over. there is no point in clinging on desperately to just one strand of hope when u simply know things will never work out. the blatant truth is that he loves her too deeply to let go, and it is the same on her side.

thus, bee is searching for a sweet, handsome flower now.

anyhow, i feel loved :)
bee at 1:17 PM